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Thursday, June 14, 2007

Blood Blessings

Today as i sat with mom with our large cups up tea..the usual afternoon and what smelled and tasted like home.I realised we have been catching up on so many things and occurences in both our lives recently an am soo glad,hers being a teacher for more than 25 years now..weve spent the most beautiful time this time around as we had recently come back from a vacation in pune at muh brothers place who is currently employed and happy and so were we to c him settled...We have been catching up since almost what seems long hours that never seem enough.My mom whos always earned the praise of all my friends and one in particular aditi whos all praises for her always as she puts it "babe,shes the most amazing mother there ever was"..true every word of her praise..she truly is!!Although we have always kept in touch with our lives yet before this vacation we had never reallly dissected the happenings and the occurences,something that we do so often ..Today when i was leaning back on my cushion in the drawing room sipping tea with her i realised .."i always knew she is an amazing mother but today shes more like a very dear friend"dunno when she became one..
As far as my memory stretches maa has always been the first person that i came to with every tear and every laugh..When i lost my front tooth and swore never to smile till i got back one,when i lost my favourite pen,when i first slapped a guy in school and when i did all those stupid things in my room like painting the door and writing stupid nothings when she was asleep and she would wake up 2 the horror of finding her expensive done up wall reduced to a spoiled one with smudges of paint here and there..she never said a word though her dissapointment was apparent..She has never judged me,and has let me set my own expectations,thankfully unlike my other friends who hav grown up with fights in the families amd separated parents or siblings that never acknowledged each other in public..Ours touch wood has been quite a happy modest upbringing woth a happy home front...Today as i sat across the woman who has given me life i can just thank her for her lovely gifts that have been in terms of letting me be me and not finding her ideal daughter in me..am soo glad to her for that ..i know that we are both growing up in experience and in coming closer to each other but all i want to say is that she has been perhaps the only one in my life who made me feel that my opinions were never immature and my thoughts never silly..
Love her
mwwaah

Wednesday, June 13, 2007

An ode to muh best friends:)

Well,,what do i say about fareena she is charm personified,like they say she brings me sunshine even on a dark cloudy day,have known her since was a kid,have practically spent the most important years of my life with her,owe a lot 2 her,when i first met her i didnt know we would come soo close one day..am soo glad i have a friend like her ..with her i forget all my worries and she just takes it all away sumhow..shes been there for me whenever ive needed her and i wish her all the best always..She is lifes best gift 2 me after my family and its her birthday on the 16th of june,so i thought ill write about her and make her feel special coz thats what she truly is SPECIAL,in the very true sense of the word,,shes pulled me through the worst phases of my life,shes tolerated my mood swings and stood by me always,shes lifes best gift to everyone she lays her hand on...trust her with my eyes closed and trust me from someone like me its the perfect reward coz i dont usually trust a lot of people...


My other friend is a certain V.wont mention his name or his girlfriend would kill him and probably butcher me;))lol;)when i talk about him my face smiles unknowingly hes the kindaa guy who would bring life in a graveyard as well with his infectious laughter.those eyes that twinkle like the bright blue sky,the most adorable virtue he possesses is that even when life socks at his face he doesnt whine or pin a blame on sum1 else,simply dusts himself off it and makes a practical decision ..i feel it takes quite a bone to do that with soo much elegance,hes determined and usually wont back off till he sees a steamroller headed towards him,this man spurns at the very show of sentiment and people who have seen a glimpse of the real him would know that he would otherwise blush when no1's looking n then furiously curse himself for doing so and pretend to compose himself like nothing happened..Beneath all his hardness is a man whos as gentle,caring and his sense of humur is sensational,reminds me of a recent incident when the house he was staying in caught fireand burned down to ashes..,while everyone else whined and complained ..this man stood there looking for a while and then when i looked at him with watery eyes in a manner to say something that might comfort him he just said,dnt worry baby its time 2 go for some shopping would you have time tomorrow..now thats what i call strength in the real sense..and a zest for lifethats phenomenal..his enthusiasm would make even a dead man wanna live life again and am soo glad that ive known him and i dont know if we stay friends forever or if life is kind enough to keep us together he would always be very close to my heart and i wish him a life of love,luck and happiness always
Cheers to both the most important people in my life
God Bless them Both!!